I hope that you all will forgive me for wallowing in self pity.....AGAIN!! LOL
God is really working on me. It seems to all be hitting at one time and sometimes I get overwhelmed, wondering what it's all for. I guess I am still searching for my purpose-what is it that God is changing me for?
Oh, how I wish I was a patient person-wish I didn't always have to have all the answers.
I am broken and in search of healing. Yes, I know where the healing comes from. It comes from my Creator. But, it is so hard to wait when your in pain.
I was at my daughter's soccer practice this evening. Across the field were 3 trees bending in the wind. Have you ever noticed that trees, having been blown in the same direction by the wind for a long amount of time, just naturally lean that way?
It's supposed to be that way with us and God. We should learn to naturally lean into Him after spending time in a relationship with our Father.
Oh, but my flesh- it wins out too often, and it's like spittin' in the wind, my friends.
I need to learn to lean into my Maker. Trust in the One who is above all others.
I want to say thank you to Kimberly who reminded me to lean in.
And also a thank you to Laurie who reminds me that Satan is ever present waiting to devour the weak in their weaknesses..... sometimes I forget that he is lurking.
Thank you so much to all of my friends who pray for me and remind me that I am never alone. I truly felt your prayers today.
This is the verse I am holding on to tonight and in the days to come:
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- his good, pleasing, and perfect will. Romans 12:2